Our very own Janice Lee answers, um, six ridiculous questions on Vol. 1 Brooklyn:
3. Do scorpions have rich inner lives? Why or why not?
Of course. I believe all animals and plants and living beings do. Just because we can’t access it doesn’t mean there aren’t worlds within worlds occurring all around us. They think, imagine, dream, just not in the same ways we do.
Yesssssss!
Gabrielle Civil is featured on NYLON magazine. She speaks with Ilana Masad about her work, her book Experiments in Joy, art, and performance.
From “Gabrielle Civil’s Art Is an Experiment in Joy”:
What happens for me when I’m making a performance, is that I create the box, the frame, the context. I create a space in which I can do whatever I want to do and be whoever I want to be, for however long that performance is, whether it’s three minutes or an hour or two.
Yahoo!
Our very own Peter Woods is profiled on VoyagerLA as the amazing, prolific, community building human being he is.
And of course, he is an Accomplice.
Overall, has it been relatively smooth? If not, what were some of the struggles along the way?
Every journey has its ups and downs. There were struggles. Money. Relationship issues. Time management. Racism lol (for real though). As for Writ Large Press, we supported each other and dove head first into creating books that amplified marginalized voices and created events that engaged and recognized our community. The struggle made us simplify and streamline our processes. They made us become better at what we do.
And about what The Accomplices do:
We call ourselves The Accomplices because we are dedicated to supporting each other in the mission to center marginalized voices and transform the publishing and literary landscape. There is a power in publishing, in sharing our words with our communities and declaring them for all the world. We believe that through publishing we can move the center and practice living a bold, radical, sustainable future.
Favorite song to dance to? How about to cry to?
Alone in my living room you’ll catch me going bananas to Young Thug’s track “Wyclef Jean” from the Jeffery mixtape. The whole mixtape, actually. Or you might find me crying to “First Day of My Life” by Bright Eyes. Or you might find me getting crazy to Taylor Swift songs with my wife and son during one of our family dance parties.
Describe your personal hell.
It’s private.
Who or what always makes you laugh?
Two things. First, there’s currently this absolutely brilliant Dada stream of consciousness radio show called “Miracle Nutrition with Hearty White.” And second, way back in 2001, Ricky Gervais, Steve Merchant, and Karl Pilkington did this hilarious XFM radio show that cracks me up every time.
Guiltiest pleasure(s)?
I don’t feel guilty for any of my pleasures.
What’s a gif or meme that you relate to?
I don’t relate to gifs or memes, but I am endlessly fascinated by Dennis Cooper’s gif novels.
What were you like in high school?
I graduated high school in 1996. I don’t remember much about it.
Most embarrassing Internet username you’ve ever had?
I don’t recall ever having one.
Where do you find inspiration lately?
I don’t believe in inspiration, but I get excited when I experience anything unusual.
Where did you write most of your book? Why?
In our little wooden townhouse in Tallahassee, Florida, because my wife and I were in grad school.
What was something surprising you learned while writing this book?
Empress Joséphine’s teeth rotted out so she never smiled.
Describe your struggles and strengths as a writer.
I struggle with sentences. Likewise, sentences are my strength.
Tell us a bit about your writing process. What works and what doesn’t? What doesn’t, but you keep trying it anyway?
More or less, I write every night and edit every morning. I never reverse those operations. At night I think on the page. In the morning I shape the thoughts. I usually listen to music when I’m writing but not when I’m editing. I read every sentence out loud while I’m editing, listening carefully to the harmonics both internal and in combination with the sentences before and after it. Sometimes I go long stretches without writing or editing. Sometimes I submit stuff in those periods. Sometimes I watch television shows or read books or play video games. Sometimes I over prepare for teaching my classes. Sometimes I get tired of writing. Sometimes, like John Cage, I’ve got nothing to say. But for me it’s never about “having something to say,” it’s more like I get burnt out on the process of thinking on the page and just keep it in my head and let it evaporate. I don’t write to say anything about anything to anybody. I write to write. That’s it. I do it for the same reason I watch every Lakers game and drink coffee and eat sugar: I’ve been doing it for a long time and it’s become a habit.
When did you realize you were a writer?
March 19, 1989.
Any suggestions for fellow writers?
If you’re in Los Angeles, get elote at Tacos Tu Madre. If you’re in New Orleans, get a Frozen Cafe au lait at Cafe Du Monde. If you’re in Columbus Ohio, get the Pear Riesling at Jenny’s Ice Cream. If you’re in York Pennsylvania, get a glazed from Maple Donuts. If you’re in Tallahassee, get the Mayan milkshake at Lofty Pursuits. If you’re in Las Vegas, get a Bobbie at Capriotti’s. If you’re in Cheyenne, get perogies at Little Philly. If you’re on Maui, get the Caterpillar Roll at Miso Phat. If you’re in Denver, get potato oles at Taco Johns. I could go on, but those seem like some good suggestions, I think.
Christopher Higgs read a bunch of exciting books over the summer, including: Saidiya Hartman’s Wayward Lives, Beautiful Experiments, Julietta Singh’s Unthinking Mastery: Dehumanism and Decolonial Entanglements, and Marlon James’s Black Leopard, Red Wolf. This past summer he also watched and enjoyed the entire run of both Silicon Valley and Z Nation. In addition, he listened to a good deal of P-Funk and Dub music, which reinforced his admiration for both George Clinton and Scientist. This fall he’ll teach a graduate seminar on failure, as well as his regular courses in creative writing theory and practice at Cal State Northridge. He recently celebrated his ten year wedding anniversary, and has nearly completed work on his next novel. Civil Coping Mechanisms published his memoir As I Stand Living in 2017.
Where do you find inspiration lately?
It’s hard finding inspiration with what is happening in our world, waking up to a daily fresh hell, isn’t it? But I see and listen to people who still get up and do what they have to do. We all are. I see writers creating incredible work in response to our government and politicians and laws that are creating havoc on even the basic of human rights. I find inspiration in those who don’t fear speaking out and continue to create beautiful writing or art in the ugly faces of society.
Where did you write most of your book? Why?
I wrote my book in scattered pieces within various times over a period of five years. The first two years were during my time working at my job and raising my son. It was hard finding time to write, but I figured it out. I had to sneak sections at a time, which is also why writing flash fiction is so great, but also time management was a must. I read a lot of great writing, so it was easy to be inspired. I had Kathy Fish as my thesis mentor. Before that, I was part of an incredible writing group. Kathy, as well as my writing group, helped me shape a lot of the pieces in this collection and encouraged me by having me read other writers whose work she knew would show me how to shape some of my writing. Eric Baus, Khadijah Queen, and Chip Livingston also helped me with the poetry I was writing. Writers such as Ai Ogawa, Mathias Svalina, Zach Schomburg, Lucia Berlin, and Jean Toomer (to name just a few). But in the quiet moments, when it was just me facing my own words, it wasn’t so easy. There were aspects in my own life I needed to face and write down. That was the hard part. It still is. As writers, it’s difficult not to spill pieces of ourselves into our work. But as I continue to read and learn I realize this is what makes our writing our own. We can emulate, but your voice is unique to you.
What was something surprising you learned while writing this book?
To say I learned a lot about myself sounds cliché, but it’s true, and I think that’s what anyone who is writing should be doing. We should always be learning. Even if we avoid writing about ourselves, or trauma, or a difficult subject, the root of our writing is within us, always. I think as working writers, those who have a routine job and kids and relationships, it’s hard to find time to write. It’s hard to hear our voice in our writing. I read so many amazing writer’s work and yes, I learned techniques in my MFA program as well that I will never forget and am grateful for, but the one thing that stands out to me the most is the courage that so many writers, both passed on or alive, have to be able to put their trauma, their hearts, and their voices out into the world. I learned about humanity, but not through my writing, through reading what others have done. And maybe, I can see little pieces of my humanity in my writing too. Pieces that I have been reluctant to share because it hurts, and it’s hard to trust the world with your heart, isn’t it? But in reading others I felt their pain and their heart, and I always hope to do the same with my own writing. But I am also reluctant with my writing. I know others that are too, and that’s frustrating. If we struggle with being small, it’s hard to see the bigger picture. Does our voice even matter? Writing is such a complicated relationship. Trusting the receiving end of our work is probably the hardest part of putting our writing out there. I know my voice and I know what I want to write about, yet, I need to learn to trust that my voice has a connection to something bigger. Writing about trauma and past experiences not only refreshes the moment but also reminds me of what I went through and yes, managed to push forward, but the secret space inside me full of doubt and mistrust says don’t. Writing this book taught me to say fuck it, write it anyway.
Describe your struggles and strengths as a writer.
I think as writers it’s our job to not only use our words as tools to reflect what our world and society are about but also to never choose silence. When we are told to remain a respectful silence to keep our reputation clean from controversy, then we are breaking our responsibility to write about the chaos and heartbreak of our culture, our society, and what is happening in our world. So where is the line drawn? I don’t think there can be a line if we are being truly honest with our writing. This is less a description of my struggles in general terms in answer to this question. It’s more of an obligation I feel struggling with my own voice in my writing knowing that the world can be an apathetic ear when it comes to acceptance of what is deemed not “normal” or “status quo,” despite what many great authors have done in the past and are continuing to do in the future. How many beautiful and important voices have and continue to be purposely muted because of sexual orientation or the color of their skin. How numerous journals and big book presses continue to publish only white writers and white male writers as the norm. How important it is to not only call these journals and presses out, but also to recognize the lack of representation with black, brown, female, and LGBTQ authors as reflective of a labeling system that doesn’t try to push past perpetuating grouping writers of color or sexual orientation together rather than allowing them their own space, individually, like the majority of white writers that you find. As long as agents, publishers, and readers continue to only publish, promote, and read white writers then these voices will continue to lack representation, space, and publishing with their work than those that don’t face racism, sexual bias, or misogyny.
Tell us a bit about your writing process. What works and what doesn’t? What doesn’t, but you keep trying it anyway?
Sometimes I write very sub-conscious thought to paper, which takes more time when going back and editing. Yet, (and I know I’m not the only one who does this,) when you’re just waking up from a dream or a nightmare, and there is that in-between space where you aren’t sure if you’re awake or still dreaming, and thoughts or flashes of imagery come to you, those are what I want to write down. Maybe it’s a matter of not thinking too much about what we write, just get it down on paper and worry about what you want to keep during the editing process. There is a lot to be said about learning new ways to write your voice from other influences as well. Film, architecture (as seen in Steven Dunn’s novel Water & Power), language, music, sensory awareness, and even our own neurological or psychological aspects as well. There is beauty in obscureness, in our struggles that we should call upon as empowerment rather than an obstacle in writing. Having dyslexia was a hidden embarrassment for me throughout school that I now use to my advantage when writing. There is strength in the struggle, we just have to figure out how to use that within and when shaping and using our voice.
When did you realize you were a writer?
The best answer is since as far back as I can remember. When I was around eight years old, I was always writing stories and “novels” in spiral notebooks. My dad bought me an electric typewriter so I could be a real writer, and I started typing up stories faster than I could have ever written them down. But in junior high, I found myself alone a lot and used this time to write stories as well. It was a way to see my voice, and even if no one else read my words, I knew they existed. I knew they were there. That’s when I knew, I mean really knew, I wanted to be a writer (even though I already was, in a sense, even at a very young age).
Any suggestions for fellow writers?
Speak your truth. Whether it’s layered throughout an essay or hidden behind images in a prose poetry piece; speak your truth. We may not always trust the world to accept our words with admiration our encouragement, but there are voices out there that need to hear your words, to feel your heartache, and to share your struggles. These voices may not be the majority, but they are far more important in terms of connecting with those who champion you, who share your successes and understand what you feel are your failures. These are the people you want in your circle. Seek out those writers who are different than you, who have something to say other than what the world wants you to believe is acceptable or “normal.” These are the voices that matter and that will teach the most. Empathy and knowing when to step outside our own comfort space and listen are the two most important things a writer can possess.
Hillary Leftwich is the author of the forthcoming collection Ghosts Are Just Strangers Who Know How to Knock from CCM Press (Civil Coping Mechanisms) in 2019. She is the poetry and prose editor at Heavy Feather Review and organizes/hosts At the Inkwell Denver, a monthly reading series in Denver. Her writing can be found or is forthcoming in print and online in The Rumpus, Entropy, The Missouri Review, Hobart, Literary Orphans, Matter Press, and others. Found her online at hillaryleftwich.com. Photo of Leftwich by Jay Halsey.
Favorite song to dance to? How about to cry to?
“Fantasy” by DyE.
Lately I’ve been crying to “Cellophane” by Twigs.
Describe your personal hell.
I just went there for the first time. It’s called Las Vegas Nevada.
Who or what always makes you laugh?
People chucking small objects unexpectedly and for no reason. There’s a word for it now.
Guiltiest pleasure(s)?
At the moment, Magic: The Gathering. Ben Fama inserted a Tragic Poet card in his new book Death Wish and it inspired me to dig up old decks from my mom’s house to play this summer and now I’m addicted like it’s sixth grade.
What’s a gif or meme that you relate to?
Probably one with a corgi or Moomin. Maybe that one with the guy indicating the butterfly and over the guy it says ME and the butterfly is a corgi and I’m like “is this a MOOMIN?”
What were you like in high school?
Kinda shapeshifty. Restless. I cut all my hair off and moved out of my mom’s house and toured Virginia acting in a play about sexual assault and dating violence prevention. Mostly it felt like I was in an airlock waiting to get blasted out into space and space was New York City.
Most embarrassing Internet username you’ve ever had?
In an AOL sex chatroom I was DicklessBill.
Where do you find inspiration lately?
Green.
Where did you write most of your book? Why?
I started it during my MFA at CalArts and filled in the rest over the next few years from my LA apartment and my summer teacher-in-residence idyll. Some of the pieces were written for performance at my Enter>text events, so they’re loaded to architect the present moment. I started writing Glacial Fist in 3rd grade.
What was something surprising you learned while writing this book?
That it was one big story, not just a poetry/essay/fiction collection. [Michael] Seidlinger suggested we not do a table of contents and that’s when the book became a cohesive, hybrid whole.
Describe your struggles and strengths as a writer.
I love reading widely but have to work really hard to not fall into the trap of “should I be writing this kind of thing” and instead stick with my deeper, more idiosyncratic inclinations. That’s when the work carries me. Otherwise I can’t turn off the social media noise. Also I don’t write very much or very often.
Tell us a bit about your writing process. What works and what doesn’t? What doesn’t, but you keep trying it anyway?
Deadlines and page goals work. Uninterrupted time doesn’t. I’m still really bad at all the useful practice things. I liked what Sarah Manguso said in 300 Arguments: “Slowly, slowly, I accumulate sentences. I have no idea what I’m doing until suddenly it reveals itself, almost done.” That’s the dream for me and probably the best I’m gonna be able to do with all my bullshit.
When did you realize you were a writer?
In kindergarten when I chose to improve my storytelling skills instead of my handwriting.
Any suggestions for fellow writers?
Make friends with lots of people outside the literary world; participate in activities and events outside the literary world. Build more varied communities. Drink lots of water. Take your time. Don’t forget to be a human in the horrible world.
Henry Hoke wrote The Book of Endless Sleepovers and the story collection Genevieves, which won the Subito Press prose contest. His work appears in Electric Literature, Hobart, Winter Tangerine, Carve and the Catapult anthology Tiny Crimes. He co-created and directs the performance series Enter>text. Photo of Hoke by Myles Pettengill.
Favorite song to dance to? How about to cry to?
For both:
Miles Davis Quintet – It Never Entered My Mind
Yann Tiersen – Loin des Villes
Describe your personal hell.
Feeling completely lonely when you’re surrounded by people, and like there’s no end in sight.
Who or what always makes you laugh?
The film, What We Do in the Shadows. Kids in the Hall. My sister.
Guiltiest pleasure(s)?
Watching action/adventure/fantasy films in theatres. Eating ice cream.
What’s a gif or meme that you relate to?
Because I can be a little mischievous.
What were you like in high school?
Super shy, super goth.
Most embarrassing Internet username you’ve ever had?
I had a lot of The Cure-related usernames. I think I had a Deadjournal with the username Twiggy at one point.
Where do you find inspiration lately?
Everything and everyone. It’s a matter of perspective, but there’s a story in every place and person and thing and plant. You just have to be open to seeing.
Where did you write most of your book? Why?
Well, for the anthology, A Shadow Map, I wrote the forward in various coffee shops in Brooklyn, at a former apartment, and a former job. I edited much of it in these same places.
What was something surprising you learned while writing this book?
We all struggle, we all want to feel loved and be love, we all want to be seen. We all just want to be happy and fulfilled. And we all deserve that. Abuse is also nuanced, and there’s no “one size fits all” narrative or story – and we need to be aware and open to this. We need to listen to each other and support each other. There’s also no “one size fits all” kinds of abusers. They are your friends, partners, coworkers, inspirations. This is hard for people to reconcile, but we need to break down stereotypes on all sides in order to help each other. We need better systems of support and rehabilitation.
Describe your struggles and strengths as a writer.
I’m super weird and curious and always want to learn and connect to other. This is a strength. My weakness is my impatience. It’s hard to be patient in general.
Tell us a bit about your writing process. What works and what doesn’t? What doesn’t, but you keep trying it anyway?
I’m like a chicken waiting for my eggs to hatch, often thinking and writing notes down before I sit down to compile it all. I don’t stress out too much about what works and doesn’t. I just enjoy the process of being and making art. I do a little something everyday; it’s a joy for me. It’s a way I feel myself, and process the world. Overanalyzing it, in my own experience, causes anxiety – and no one needs that. That defeats the purpose of art. This isn’t to say we shouldn’t schedule time for it, but it should be a time of joy even when that joy is met with frustration.
When did you realize you were a writer?
I was always an artist, but I started writing when I was 11. My first poem was about the moon, of course. I still love and worship the moon.
Any suggestions for fellow writers?
Stop comparing yourself to others. You aren’t meant to be or sound like anyone else. Have inspirations but don’t let those inspirations define your words.
JOANNA C. VALENTE is a human who lives in Brooklyn, New York. They are the author of Sirs & Madams, The Gods Are Dead, Marys of the Sea, Sexting Ghosts, Xenos, No(body), and is the editor of A Shadow Map: Writing by Survivors of Sexual Assault. They received their MFA in writing at Sarah Lawrence College. Joanna is the founder of Yes Poetry and the senior managing editor for Luna Luna Magazine. Some of their writing has appeared in The Rumpus, Them, Brooklyn Magazine, BUST, and elsewhere. Joanna also leads workshops at Brooklyn Poets. joannavalente.com / Twitter: @joannasaid / IG: joannacvalente / FB: joannacvalente
1. What’s your favorite song to dance to?
Selecting a favorite is always so tricky! If I had to pick one that comes to mind on 7:13 am MST, May 5th, 2019, it is Donna Summer’s Last Dance. My body seems to be longing for some good old disco this morning.
2. What’s something that always makes you laugh?
Puns. Puns that heighten the absurd precariousness in words make me laugh.
3. What’s a gif that you can relate to?
Gif of a golden retriever puppy stumbling down a staircase.
4. You’re hit by lightning. What happens?
I get a lightning shaped pattern on my back, which allows me to conduct electricity. With further practice channeling this newly acquired power, my bare hands hold the potential to substitute a defibrillator.
5. It’s snowing outside, how do you feel?
My feelings would be circumstantial — dependent on the cumulative amount of snow predicted for the day and whether I need to leave the house or not. I am not a big fan of the slushy type, but I enjoy snow that contains the right amount of humidity on a less windy day. If snowing creates an inviting picturesque ambiance and evokes a certain amount of nostalgic coziness, I would feel warmth, similar to that of what I would feel from looking at a Thomas Kinkade or Bob Ross painting.
6. What’s a cat picture you can get behind?
I endorse images that have a Sphynx on it. Here are a couple of examples I collaged years ago:
7. Where did you write most of your book? Why?
I wrote many parts of the book in Boulder, Colorado sitting by a buffalo-shaped pool, taking breaks and starting at contained blobs of water lapping against the tiles. Additionally, a lot of the content was drafted on my phone while people-watching. This may be such a millennial way of reading and writing but I find walking and tapping words on the screen to be a generative activity, an essential part of my creative thought process.
8. What are your struggles and strengths as a writer?
Being bilingual in Korean-English and bicultural as a Korean-American has been always been a point of struggle and strength for me. I write like I talk and I talk like I write. It took me a long time to become more comfortable with how I position myself, embrace the hybridity in the way I express myself, and develop a voice and language that best suits my needs. These days, I have been describing writing as matching a puzzle without knowing the final image or having all the pieces. It is exhilarating but also challenging to pull words together, complete a sentence that feels “just right,” and materialize what is on my mind. My thoughts run wild and casting a net to capture all of them is often impossible. Building upon incoherences that rise from this chaotic stream of consciousness, I find myself thriving while constantly juggling frustration as a self-identified writer.
9. Tell us a little about your writing process. What works, what doesn’t, what doesn’t but you still try anyway?
I enjoy writing in the early morning as it is when I have the most energy to channel a balanced sense of clarity and doubt. My curiosities in “why things are the way they are” make me question my own perceptions and propel me to diligently take notes, photos, and videos of what I see, hear, learn, and find noticeable in the everyday. Time, space, people, things and objects greatly influence my process of thinking-through-making and I accept the high probability that I will eventually change my mind on whatever I write. Thus, what works and what doesn’t is relative to what the meaning of work-ing is for me at that specific moment when write-ing and revising what I have written. This requires a certain amount of engagement with the now and being in conversation with myself. I talk to myself out loud a lot when I am alone in a room but not necessarily when I write. Furthering this thought, inscribing and deleting what I have written is a self-reflective dialogue with my past self, negotiating with my own sense of self and deciding whether it “works” or not in the present context. I break sense to piece it together and strive to make sense out of this process of reconfiguration. Although the functionality of this is all questionable, finding a fresh lens for self-discovery is humbling and this is what motivates me to keep writing. As my experiences shape me as a living and breathing human over time, the way I language morphs, the way I quilt words shifts in orientation, and the resulting literary residue becomes a documented series of happenings. This writing process of trialing speculations and playing catch up with myself is highly enjoyable and will hopefully continue to inspire me to try again once more.
LAURA HYUNJHEE KIM is a multimedia artist who contemplates and reimagines moments of incomprehension: when language loses its coherence, necessitates absurd leaps in logic, and reroutes into intuitive and improvisational sense-making forms of expression. Hailing from the internet, her projects have traveled to exhibitions and screenings around the world and appeared in numerous publications. Kim received a B.S. in Art from the University of Wisconsin-Madison and M.F.A. from the New Genres Department at the San Francisco Art Institute. She is a Ph.D. candidate in Intermedia Art, Writing, and Performance (IAWP) at the University of Colorado Boulder.
1. What’s your favorite song to dance to?
I’ve been known to throw shapes to “Navvy” by Pere Ubu (https://www.youtube.com/
2. Describe your personal hell.
Any open office plan, but especially one in which foosball and/or ping pong tables are described as perks by executives who refer to themselves as disruptors.
3. What’s something that always makes you laugh?
Rolling up sumo wrestlers in Katamari Damacy.
4. You’re sucked into a bad movie and you have to choose a point in history to live out the rest of your years. What time do you choose and why?
I’d go back to the dawn of Western civilization, the time of the first ancient Sumerian city-states, with the hope of preventing some foundational errors (e.g., accounting).
5. What’s a gif that you can relate to?
buster-keaton-is-known-for-his-stunt-work-and
6. You’re hit by lightning. What happens?
My soul passes into the body of an ER Season 3 DVD set; simultaneously, Patrick Dahlheimer, Ed Kowalczyk, and the two Chads (Gracey and Taylor) each cash another royalty check.
7. It’s snowing outside, how do you feel?
Pacified and/or swaddled in atmospheric CBD.
8. What’s a cat picture you can get behind?
9. Where did you write most of your book? Why?
Finding ample time to read, think, and write is the biggest of my struggles. My biggest strength is the community of fellow creative individuals (not all of the writers) who help sustain me.
11. Tell us a little about your writing process. What works, what doesn’t, what doesn’t but you still try anyway?
If I’m not taking a walk every day, I’m probably not writing. So I walk, I observe (selectively; attentiveness entails some ignoring), I make notes in the form of text messages I send to myself. I tell myself this is me “having ideas,” which is really to say: thus I purge myself of ideas that would be premises or ambitions so I can get closer to the language and the possibilities wound up in each word. I also tinker with other forms of artistic expression so as to make myself miss writing and want to return to it. Still, I don’t always feel the discipline’s absence. And, even when it is present, I still try to fill it, knowing this is a mistake, not knowing what particular lesson being mistaken — again — will impart, nevertheless confident that making it will teach me something.
JOE MILAZZO is a writer, editor, educator, and designer. He is the author of the novel Crepuscule W/ Nellie (Jaded Ibis Press) and two collections of poetry: The Habiliments (Apostrophe Books) and the forthcoming Of All Places In This Place Of All Places. His writings have appeared in Black Clock, Black Warrior Review, BOMB, The Collagist, Prelude, Tammy, and elsewhere. He co-edits the online interdisciplinary arts journal [out of nothing], is a Contributing Editor at Entropy, curates the Other People’s Poetry reading series, and is also the proprietor of Imipolex Press. Joe lives and works in Dallas, TX, where he was born and raised. Learn more at www.joe-milazzo.com.
What’s your favorite song to dance to?
Wynonie Harris – Quiet Whiskey
Describe your personal hell.
Populated by undecided voters only; ketchup is the only condiment; only thing to drink is milk; all heat, no shade; lots of paper and no pens; only sound is piped-in conversation from exhibition openings across the world
What’s something that always makes you laugh?
Being tickled on my side; memories of good people and the funny decisions they made
You’re sucked into a bad movie and you have to choose a point in history to live out the rest of your years. What time do you choose and why?
I’m no Stephen King, but the idealist in me would like to go back and change the history of one of the world’s most violent and disastrous series of events – the problem is that there are too many to choose from, and most of the egregious singular events are simply moments within bigger patterns of rewarding the exploitation and oppression of other people. Picking one, how about going back to the 13th Century and attempting to reverse the outcome of the Crusades. Maybe that would have made things better? I don’t know, but it’s hard to think things could have gone worse. Preventing Reagan and Thatcher from being born sounds delightful as well. The hell of corporate oppression that the entire world is suffering from seems to stem from a lot of their happiness to enjoin corporate interests with government collusion.
But for a personally indulgent answer, I’d go back to 1952 purely for the possibility of living through the next decade+ of live jazz. What happened between 1952-1968 is just wild. But I would do anything to hear Ellington, Parker, Dolphy, Mingus, Desmond, Coltrane, etc.
What’s a gif that you can relate to?
I’m not a gif guy but I just googled “relative gifs” and the first thing I saw was the Simpsons sitting on a couch and it reminded me of Homer lifting his fifth beer and leaving a stain of beer-can rings in the shape of the Olympics symbol. That’s my kind of imagination.
You’re hit by lightning. What happens?
I have a poem about a field of “lightninged ice” – a place where lightning strikes into an ice field and each strike pulls its exact shape back up out of the ice and it remains frozen, a forest of reverse-lightninged ice. I imagine something similar internally: I would keep the lightning inside me and occasionally cough little static charges.
It’s snowing outside, how do you feel?
Fantastic. When the weather is bad and you don’t have demands, you are free to do as you please: play in it, watch it, feel snuggled by the fact that you aren’t in it. Possibilities are so wonderfully deep. (Plus I grew up in South Carolina and only got the chance to play in the snow once for real as a kid. Luckily I was about 12 I think so I could really enjoy it.
I don’t feel this way by the sun: heat makes a lot of the things I want to do outside impossible. And yet it somehow diminishes the pleasantness of being inside as well.
What’s a cat picture you can get behind?
I can’t answer this without thinking of a novel my friend Dwight is writing, one of the theses of which is that the internet exists only to spread images of cats because: the more cats, the more toxoplasmosis, endlessly. The book is outrageous because it is so real and so thoroughly researched and so superficially outrageous. Whenever I see an image of a cat on a shirt in a store window, I can only think of his book and the thesis that he elaborately justifies, and which is just one of the many theses regarding contemporary consciousness and culture in the book.
Where did you write most of your book? Why?
All of it in my office. I needed to have papers everywhere because I had a lot of documents to sort through – medical reports, legal stuff, my files I was keeping during the time the book narrates, etc. Plus I could sleep there (don’t tell the landlord!) and get up and go right back to it. I’ve got a small fridge, an electric kettle, and a loveseat in there – plus all my books – so it’s a very cozy place for me.
What are your struggles and strengths as a writer?
My strength is that I’m good at recognizing how to communicate in a way that others will understand and be entertained by; my struggle is that what I want to communicate isn’t often what people are interested in thinking about. I like wildness – wild imagery, wild uses of sounds, wild ideas. And what’s wild to me is sometimes extra-wild to a civilian.
Tell us a little about your writing process. What works, what doesn’t, what doesn’t but you still try anyway?
I write down little thoughts and reactions all the time – I fill dozens of notebooks every year. I have a writing pad next to my bed, another one next to the one chair in my apartment, another in my car, and a notebook in my bag at all times. I fill a page and I tear it off and type it up (or research whatever I jotted down to learn more about.) Because I have multiple things I’m working on at all times, each little note goes into its place: fodder for my Horizon Poems series; descriptions of “projects;” bollard stuff of course; new poems/ raw lines; songs; rants; additions to working poems; etc.
The real work comes when I get invited to do a reading. I will start looking at all the current poems I’ve been working on. I’ll open em all up as well as my file of raw lines and see what I like from the raw stuff that I can coax and coagulate into relevance to the issues being investigated in whatever current poem I’m trying to finish. Usually, I’ll have to read a poem in front of an audience before I figure out how to complete it. A lot of poems that I’ve been reading for a decade or more only exist on paper because of all the notes of how I’ve changed it over the years.
That account describes my general everyday writing. But it’s different once I focus in on bigger, more specific projects. For example, I just completed writing a poem for every episode of Gilmore Girls. I developed a strategy looking at each episode and taking notes of certain features of each episode, and then formulated each poem based on the text I collected. But every big project requires a different set of habits. I’m currently working on a graphic novel using only images from all the airline safety cards I’ve stolen over the last 20+ years in combination with images from exercise LP instruction booklets (while each set of instructions is quite similar from plane to plane and from exercise routine to exercise routine, the way the actions are depicted varies extraordinarily.) I need to scan all these things and then I will start talking about my mom and how her favorite fruit used to be strawberries, and how I value insight and imagination over storytelling and then move on from there…
ANDREW CHOATE is a writer who was born and raised in South Carolina. He is the author of Langquage Makes Plastic of the Body (Palm Press), Stingray Clapping (Insert Blanc Press), and Too Many Times I See Every Thing Just the Way It Is (Poetics Research Bureau.) I Love You More, a collection of his texts for performance, is forthcoming from Insert Blanc. His writings on music and art have been published in The Wire, Signal to Noise, The Attic, Coda, Art Ltd., d’Art International, and Facsimile.
As @saintbollard he photographs and organizes performances around bollards. He won the award for Best Visual/ Performance Art, as well as the Warwick Broadhead Memorial Award at the 2016 Dunedin Fringe Festival in New Zealand. His visual work has been exhibited at the Yerevan Center for Contemporary Art, the Torrance Art Museum, Barnsdall Art Park, The University of Western Australia, Mullany High, the Giradeau Chapel, High Energy Constructs, Overca$h Gallery and, most recently, General Projects, where he had his first solo show, Demon Purse, in 2018. Corroballorations, a duo show with Joe Williamson at PS Kaufman in 2018, elicited sparks of approval.
What’s your favorite song to dance to?
Kate Bush “Wuthering Heights.”
Describe your personal hell.
A first date brunch date.
What’s something that always makes you laugh?
Screaming goats.
You’re sucked into a bad movie and you have to choose a point in history to live out the rest of your years. What time do you choose and why?
Primordial singularity.
What’s a gif that you can relate to?
I relate to this gif Ned Dunn made of me: http://www.neddunn.com/ella-
You’re hit by lightning. What happens?
I am the lightning.
It’s snowing outside, how do you feel?
This is my inheritance.
What’s a cat picture you can get behind?
This is a picture of my cats as babies:
Where did you write most of your book? Why?
In bed, just waking up. I wanted to be as close to dream logic as possible.
What are your struggles and strengths as a writer?
Long periods of writer’s block; dystopias.
Tell us a little about your writing process. What works, what doesn’t, what doesn’t but you still try anyway?
If I doubt myself it’s over.
ELLA LONGPRE lives and writes in Denver. She is the author of How to Keep You Alive (CCM 2017), as well as three chapbooks of poetry and essay. Her work has appeared in The Volta, Fanzine, Denver Quarterly, and other journals and anthologies, and has been translated into French. She earned her MFA from the Jack Kerouac School, where she currently teaches and advises in the low-residency program. She also teaches at the Lighthouse Writers Workshop and is earning her Ph.D. at the University of Denver. Ella is nothing without her chosen family and can be found in the woods.
1. What’s your favorite song to dance to?
Lalji Pandey’s “Jimmy Jimmy Ajaa Ajaa” from Bollywood’s Disco Dancer movie circa the early 1980s.
2. Describe your personal hell.
I am sorry I don’t understand.
3. What’s something that always makes you laugh?
Some of my dog’s innovatively coy begging ways and almost anything Gene from Bob’s Burgers says.
4. You’re sucked into a bad movie and you have to choose a point in history to live out the rest of your years. What time do you choose and why?
I guess I’d just choose this moment and live out the rest of my years from here.
5. What’s a gif that you can relate to?
I don’t know but I like the ones where there’s animals and/or dancing.
6. You’re hit by lightning. What happens?
The Lichtenberg Figures (but I only know that from poetry) or I might die?
7. It’s snowing outside, how do you feel?
Calm.
8. What’s a cat picture you can get behind?
I mean—in-house bias but—the Accomplices’ three cat, ramen hat picture is pretty great.
9. Where did you write most of your book? Why?
The compositions were mostly written on a Sony Vaio laptop circa 2002 because my parents so very generously purchased it for me as a happy birthday/congratulations and good luck to you in MA school gift. As a revision strategy, I rewrote each poem by hand in a large notebook as well.
10. What are your struggles and strengths as a writer?
One strength is that I always believe in writing but a struggle is that I don’t always believe in my own writing.
11. Tell us a little about your writing process. What works, what doesn’t, what doesn’t but you still try anyway?
My writing process changes but it is most always driven by ritual and revision. Like for example I’ve been blocked, or very very slow, in coming up with new stuff for about fifteen months now; so for the time being what doesn’t work is putting pressure on myself to make something new and hurried, reading and rereading (my stuff and other writing) works.
SOHAM PATEL is a Kundiman fellow and an assistant editor at Fence and The Georgia Review. Her chapbooks include and nevermind the storm (Portable Press @ Yo-Yo Labs, 2013) New Weather Drafts (Portable Press @ Yo-Yo Labs, 2016), and in airplane and other poems (oxeye, 2018).
1. What’s your favorite song to dance to?
I’m on maternity leave with my seven-week-old baby right now, so I spend a lot of my time holding and rocking and soothing her. I discovered by accident that she calms down when I dance her around to “Hey Larocco” by Rayland Baxter, so that’s our current jam.
2. Describe your personal hell.
I’m in a small, windowless room. It’s cold and I have no blankets or extra clothes to put on. My eyes hurt. I’m thirsty. I have a UTI and a nasty cold. I’m exhausted but can’t sleep. And I know my situation will never improve and I will never die.
3. What’s something that always makes you laugh?
When my husband texts this to me a propos of nothing, which he’s been doing for years and years. It’s from a Mitchell & Webb show, another thing that always makes me laugh.
4. You’re sucked into a bad movie and you have to choose a point in history to live out the rest of your years. What time do you choose and why?
This is hard because all eras suck in one way or another. I guess I’d go to the ’70s so I could see The Ramones in their prime? I don’t know. This is why I don’t write historical fiction.
5. What’s a gif that you can relate to?
6. You’re hit by lightning. What happens?
I pass out, hopefully survive, and wake up with a cool scar.
7. It’s snowing outside, how do you feel?
Excited and unprepared, putting on tights under jeans and all the sweaters I own because I’m from California and don’t know what I’m doing. I love sledding and stuff, but I see snow maybe once every few years and I’m usually over it and want to go inside after like 20 minutes.
8. What’s a cat picture you can get behind?
Pictures of my own cats, Iggy the tuxedo daredevil and Katla the calico empath.
9. Where did you write most of your book? Why?
I do the vast majority of my writing in coffee shops, and this book was no different. I need the ambient noise because I find silence distracting, and I need to be away from home so I’m not tempted to procrastinate with dishes or laundry. Coldwater Canyon was written in various coffee shops in North Hollywood and Los Feliz.
10. What are your struggles and strengths as a writer?
I struggle with plot. It’s really difficult for me to decide what will “happen” and how to work out all the logistics. My strengths are mood-setting and resonant imagery. That’s the part that flows naturally and doesn’t feel like work, even when I’m rewriting the same sentence twenty times.
11. Tell us a little about your writing process. What works, what doesn’t, what doesn’t but you still try anyway
Each project is a little different, but I always have to get pretty far into something, even all the way through a draft, before I figure out what I’m getting at and what I want to say. That’s when I can go back and start over with intention and awareness of where I’m going. I’ve tried writing by hand but I just can’t, as much as I see the value in it. My hand cramps up and my writing is illegible. But when I finish a draft, I always print it out and make notes on the page as I read through it. Having the physical object to refer to is crucial for me to be able to wrap my head around the whole.
ANNE-MARIE KINNEY is the author of two novels, Radio Iris (2012, Two Dollar Radio) and Coldwater Canyon(forthcoming from CCM in 2018). A New York Times Editor’s Choice pick, Radio Iris was called “a spiky debut” and “‘The Office’ as scripted by Kafka” by the Minneapolis Star Tribune. Her shorter work has been published in journals including Alaska Quarterly Review, The Rattling Wall, The Collagist, Fanzine and Black Clock, for which she also served as Production Editor from 2011-2016. She lives in Los Angeles, where she co-curates the Griffith Park Storytelling Series.
1. What’s your favorite song to dance to?
One time I was at a party and “This Must Be the Place (Naïve Melody)” by the Talking Heads came on and I leaned over to the person next to me and said, “This is my favorite song.” And she said, “Everyone likes this song.” That made me feel really bad. So now I don’t share this kind of information with anyone. I can’t tell you.
2. Describe your personal hell.
My personal hell would be living in a society that doesn’t value writing/art so that I’d have to get a job doing something that I have no interest in doing for eight hours everyday because I need a special kind of paper that will allow me to buy food and water and shelter so that I don’t die.
3. What’s something that always makes you laugh?
When I’m at work (I work at a pharmacy) and I can’t understand what a patient is saying to me. So I keep saying “What?” “What?” “What?” And then I give up and laugh and then they laugh too. And no one gets what they want.
4. You’re sucked into a bad movie and you have to choose a point in history to live out the rest of your years. What time do you choose and why?
I’d choose about 5 or 6 hours ago. I was in my bed, half awake, barely knew who or where I was. It felt amazing.
5. What’s a gif that you can relate to?
I can’t. I don’t know what those are. I’m out of touch.
6. You’re hit by lightning. What happens?
I’ll be okay. I’m not going anywhere. I’ll be here forever.
7. It’s snowing outside, how do you feel?
If it’s snowing outside, I feel like a million bucks or I feel like Joseph Grantham.
8. What’s a cat picture you can get behind?
I like this picture of my friend Bud Smith holding my cat, Tammy Wynette.
9. Where did you write most of your book? Why?
I wrote most of my book at a bookstore in Manhattan called McNally Jackson. I wrote it because I didn’t know what else to do. I had to write it. I was pissed off and sad and the book was my friend. And it gave me something to do at work besides “work.” “Work” is boring and dangerous and not very rewarding.
10. What are your struggles and strengths as a writer?
My strength is that I believe in what I do, and when I’ve written something good, I know it’s good. I don’t get bogged down by much. I don’t do this because I want an end-product, I do this because what else am I going to do? I take the work seriously. It isn’t a joke, it isn’t carefree, it’s work and I like it. Don’t fuck around. Only a little bit. My struggle is the internet. God, I can’t wait to be off the internet one day. It’s a distraction. And it’s cliquey. It’s mostly a waste of time.
11. Tell us a little about your writing process. What works, what doesn’t, what doesn’t but you still try anyway?
If I’m home, I go upstairs and sit at a desk and drink a lot of coffee and bang things out. And then come back to those pages later, the next time I have a chance. And I edit them until they’re good. This usually works. If I’m at work, I use a pen and write on whatever is available. I get interrupted by phone calls a lot and that is frustrating. All of this usually works, if it ever isn’t working then I just read a book and remember that there’s no rush. Keep the fans a little hungry.
JOSEPH GRANTHAM was born in Kansas City, Missouri. He grew up in California. He read books for awhile and wrote bad stories and poems and went to school. Not much happened. He lost his virginity when he was 18. He got his BA from Bennington College. He still reads books and writes. He runs Disorder Press with his sister.
1. What’s your favorite song to dance to?
I have many favorite songs to dance to. Most of them are from the 1970s. Especially funk & soul songs. “Running Away,” from Roy Ayers is one of the first that comes to mind. It is a joyful song that never fails to electrify a room. Ayers is best known for “Everybody Loves the Sunshine.” He is the intersection of funk, soul & jazz. “Running Away,” was a huge hit in the disco era, but he was making dance music before they ever coined disco as a name for a genre of dance music.
A Tribe Called Quest among many others sampled “Running Away.” Another favorite is “September,” by Earth Wind & Fire. There’s also “Boogie Nights,” by Heat Wave. The grooves from that era are so undeniable that they even get me moving no matter what kind of mood I am in. A hip hop song that gets me grooving is “Paid in Full,” by Eric B & Rakim.
2. Describe your personal hell.
My personal hell is having too many books and not enough time to read them all. It’s a first world problem, but there is never enough time to get caught up. Actually having too many books is not a personal hell, but I wish there was more time to enjoy them all.
3. What’s something that always makes you laugh?
I always laugh at the sarcasm of my wife and daughter. They both have a cutting wit that can stop you dead in your tracks. I have learned to just laugh about it because they are both so good at it and they are constantly calling me out. Another thing that makes me laugh is the curiosity of my five-year-old son. He just asked me the other day, “Dad, what’s the Illuminati?” he was smiling as he said it. Somehow he saw it on YouTube. He spends a fair amount of time on the iPad and he really gets around somehow. All I could do was laugh.
Another time I got on the iPad right after him, and he had a $300 Lego spaceship in our Amazon Shopping cart. He hadn’t clicked it all the way through to finalize the sale and I was able to intercept it before he did, but the fact that he had got that far with almost purchasing it cracked me up. He’s a clever dude and never fails to make me laugh.
4. You’re sucked into a bad movie and you have to choose a point in history to live out the rest of your years. What time do you choose and why?
I choose the early 1970s because this was the beginning of America awakening to broader consciousness. I like 2019 even better, but the early 1970s was a period where the seeds of our current moment began to disseminate.
5. What’s a gif that you can relate to?
My daughter is always showing me a million of these. Most of the ones she shows are hilarious. Regarding my book though, here’s one that I like a lot because it shows the city’s transformation.
6. You’re hit by lightning. What happens?
I get magnetized and become one with the electromagnetic spectrum. At that point I vaporize and become a part of the sky.
7. It’s snowing outside, how do you feel?
I love the snow. It makes me wanna either cuddle up with a good book and read for hours on end or eat a warm bowl of corn chowder soup. I don’t like driving in the snow because I was once a passenger in a van that crashed on black ice near the Grand Canyon in Northern Arizona. The van ended up sliding across the ice, into a meadow and then taking out four Ponderosa pine trees. Fortunately no one was injured, but it was a wild ride and one of the scariest moments of my life. That being said, If I am not driving and already warm and safe somewhere, I love the snow.
8.What’s a cat picture you can get behind?
Our cat Aiko is photogenic and my wife’s assistant. She is adorable and always steals any picture she is in. My wife and daughter sometimes feed the local stray cats and there are now about 4 or 5 cats from around our block that can be frequently found in our backyard. My daughter has drawn a few of them and my wife painted a portrait of Aiko.
9. Where did you write most of your book? Why?
I wrote some of my book in our upstairs attic while my wife and kids were asleep. I also wrote a lot of it at various coffeehouses with my good friend F. Douglas Brown writing his. We are both teachers and dads with extra busy lives and those few hours we can meet up at a coffee spot to write are gold.
10. What are your struggles and strengths as a writer?
The struggle of course is about finding enough time. I love to read and research. I could read for years and years. Sometimes you get to a point where you want to research more but the deadline looms and you have to go for what you know. A strength I have is retaining information and I have the ability to learn a lot about a topic very quickly. The struggle is to condense it all down and get it into an accessible form.
11. Tell us a little about your writing process. What works, what doesn’t, what doesn’t but you still try anyway?
I write at least 5 haiku everyday. I also try to read for 15-20 minutes before I write just to get the juices flowing. I now have to write in chunks because of my family and teaching schedule. I used to write several days a week at night from about 10 PM to 2 or 3 AM, but now I write in the afternoons, in between classes, while my kids are at various lessons and any other time I can squeeze in.
What always works for me is reading up on a topic and really doing my research before i write about something. I also like to get out in the city and spend time in reconnaissance studying a neighborhood, community space or whatever I am writing about. The field work is huge and the more of it I do, the better the piece usually is.
Equally a scholar and performer, Mike Sonksen, also …known as, Mike the Poet, is a 3rd-generation L.A. native acclaimed for poetry performances, published articles and mentoring teen writers. Following his graduation from U.C.L.A. in 1997, he has published over 500 essays and poems. Mike has an Interdisciplinary Master of Arts in English and History and his prose and poetry have been included in programs with the Mayor’s Office, the Los Angeles Public Library’s “Made in LA,” series, Grand Park, the Music Center and the Friends of the Los Angeles River. Mike has taught at Cal State L.A., Southwest College and Woodbury University. In June of 2018 one of his KCET essays was awarded by the LA Press Club.
1. What’s your favorite song to dance to?
Though I don’t really dance, I find I am most motivated when listening to the music of C+C Music Factory.
2. Describe your personal hell.
Forever reliving the moment I walk into my kitchen and see the new roommate and he’s wearing Aladdin pants and those weird shoes with the toes and he’s making his own candy and everything is smoky because he’s just lit sage and I consider calling the cops.
3. What’s something that always makes you laugh?
Anytime Conan O’Brien pulls the Walker, Texas Ranger lever. Google it.
4. You’re sucked into a bad movie and you have to choose a point in history to live out the rest of your years. What time do you choose and why?
If I had to be sucked into a movie I’d want it to either be A) Repo Man, specifically the scene where Emilio Estevez and Harry Dean Stanton sit in a car and they talk about a lot of bullshit while snorting coke, B) Encino Man, but instead of being “rescued” by Pauly Shore and Sean Astin, I am left frozen inside a block of ice for 90 minutes, or C) a potential remake of Scrooged where David Johansen reprises his role as the cabdriver and, before being visited by the ghosts of all the dead members of the New York Dolls, he runs me over with his cab.
5. What’s a gif that you can relate to?
6. You’re hit by lightning. What happens?
I watch a 90-minute documentary on YouTube about the making of the movie Caddyshack and then fall asleep for several hours.
7. It’s snowing outside, how do you feel?
Same way I always feel—like a big, smoldering pile of E.T. Atari video game cartridges that were dug out of a mysterious landfill and then set on fire.
8. What’s a cat picture you can get behind?
9. Where did you write most of your book? Why?
In bed, surrounded by garbage, drinking Rolling Rock tallboys, and listening to Oasis at 6 am while my cat gave me pitiful looks from across the room. “P, A, R, T, Why? Because I gotta!”—The Mask (1994)
10. What are your struggles and strengths as a writer?
I struggle with anxiety and depression, which is also my strength as a writer. *winks*
11. Tell us a little about your writing process. What works, what doesn’t, what doesn’t but you still try anyway?
Writing every day is cool, but have you tried taking 24 caffeinated and junk food-fueled hours out of every month—after getting fucked up, making bad decisions and thus setting fire to your already scorched life the previous 29-30 days—to write? Oh boy, what a ride!
BRIAN ALAN ELLIS runs House of Vlad Productions, and is the author of three novellas, three short-story collections, a previous book of humorous non-fiction, and Something to Do with Self-Hate, a novel. His writing has appeared at Juked, Hobart, Monkeybicycle, Electric Literature, Vol. 1 Brooklyn, Funhouse, Talking Book, and Queen Mob’s Tea House, among other places. He lives in Florida, and tweets sad and clever things at both @brianalanellis and @HouseofVlad.
1. What’s your favorite song to dance to?
Whitney Houston – I Wanna Dance With Somebody. I’m not gonna try to write about Whitney at length here because I’ll start crying, but suffice it to say that we were lucky to have her on Earth for as long as we did.
2. Describe your personal hell.
That feeling when someone you’re dating texts you “Hey, can we talk later?”, and you’re left waiting for like three hours. Except it’s not three hours, it’s eternity, and the little iMessage ellipses keep telling you that the other person is typing but they never send you anything and you just have to wait to find out what you did. Forever.
3. What’s something that always makes you laugh?
My friend Lily is the funniest person on Earth. Like, if I had to pick one person to be stuck on a desert island with, I’d pick her. She’s proof that earth signs do in fact have personalities. I’d link to her twitter but she keeps getting doxxed by neo-nazis. Suffice it to say that her tweets are very outrageous and very good
4. You’re sucked into a bad movie and you have to choose a point in history to live out the rest of your years. What time do you choose and why?
Oh gosh. I don’t know. There aren’t a lot of historical moments I can imagine in which I’d wanna be trans. Am I allowed to choose the present? If so, I’d pick that. Everyone I love lives here.
5. What’s a gif that you can relate to?
This gif of Lucy Liu in Kill Bill is everything to me.
6. You’re hit by lightning. What happens?
Ok, one of two things happen. Either I die or I don’t. If I die, there’s a funeral and it’s like this big tragic thing and a whole big mess and it fucks up everyone I love forever, to such a degree & in such a way that it’s hard for me to think about it, even in a completely hypothetical context. That or I… just get up and keep walking, and probably, like, try to go do whatever else I have to do that day.
7. It’s snowing outside, how do you feel?
Like, cathartic melancholy. Thinking how it’s sad & pretty like a SZA song. At some point in the back of my brain there are practical voices telling me that snow is a major nuisance, especially here in Philly, but mostly I feel gratified. Sad & peaceful & consoled.
8. What’s a cat picture you can get behind?
This picture of my partner’s cat, Scrambles, makes me scream w/ laughter. Like, Scrambles is visibly a Pisces, lol.
9. Where did you write most of your book? Why?
I wrote the first half of the book in various places in New Orleans, mostly in the bathroom at a restaurant I worked at. The second half was written on my phone, mostly while out drinking at Pageturners Lounge in Omaha, NE. I wrote at work because that was when I had time to write, and I wrote at the bar because I spent most of 2017-2018 in like a pretty unhealthy alcoholic haze. I’m glad to be healthy & (just over 9 months!!!) sober these days, & I can’t wait to soberly author my next book from the comfort of my bed.
10. What are your struggles and strengths as a writer?
The pressure to publish has lead me to rush a lot of work out when I maybe didn’t need to. I love this book, but it’s not the book that I set out to write. It’s hard for me not to think about how good this book could have been if I had given myself another year or two to work on it. That said, I tend to produce a lot of work, to the point where it was relatively easy for me two put out two full-lengths almost exactly a year apart. I’m pretty much always churning stuff out. With my next book, I want to take the time I feel I deserve to produce something I’m really proud of. Like, if I really wanted to, I have enough work right now that I could feasibly assemble a publishable manuscript and start sending it out, but it wouldn’t be the book that I want to see in the world. I’m trying to coax myself into a little patience, and to be more loving with myself. I guess that’s my biggest struggle (and isn’t it everyone’s?)—loving myself and loving my work.
11. Tell us a little about your writing process. What works, what doesn’t, what doesn’t but you still try anyway?
Sometimes I get this idea in my head that if I just go about my life and try to like be a conscious, decent person, that I’ll just naturally have these ~deep insights~ into life and I can just write them down in my phone notes as I go, casually casting off gems as I wander the world. It’s like the stupidest idea ever. That’s just not how making stuff works. A poem is a crafted object, like a kitchen table or a violin or macaroni art. If you practice often and attentively, you can get really good at making anything through thoughtful repetition. When I make time to read & study & actually sit down with ideas and force myself to work on something for a long time, that’s when my best work comes out. From the outside, all art seems esoteric & mystical, & on the inside it couldn’t be more unromantic. All it takes is repetition & a genuine desire to improve.
Born and raised in Omaha, NE, JUNE GEHRINGER is a mixed Chinese trans woman who is somehow still alive. She is the author of I love you it looks like rain (Be About It 2017), and EVERYONE IS A BIG BUG TO SOMEONE (self-published) 2017. She is the co-founder of tenderness yea, and tweets @unlovablehottie. She holds a B.A. in English from Loyola University New Orleans and has worked as a cook since she was 16.
1. What’s your favorite song to dance to?
That depends. With my sister, any Sonora Dinamita song. At a family wedding, “El Sinaloense.” As part of a folklorico performance (I was a dancer, for 16 years), I love a good northern polka, a son jarocho or jaliscience. I like Blondie. And Prince. Pop and R&B and Hip Hop. I like that part of the night when you’re really sweaty and they bust out that really guilty pleasure and next thing you know you are touching your toes and shouting the lyrics. And when I’m home alone, I pretend I am an ice skater and twirl to Love on the Brain by riri.
2. Describe your personal hell.
Watching my parents age.
3. What’s something that always makes you laugh?
When Ana follows me around making a song out of whatever I’m doing. She writes good songs.
4. You’re sucked into a bad movie and you have to choose a point in history to live out the rest of your years. What time do you choose and why?
History and the future all suck. So, I’d find the present again.
5. What’s a gif that you can relate to?
Homer as a toasty cinnamon bun. I love getting under covers. SO. MUCH.
6. You’re hit by lightning. What happens?
I get a cool new birthmark on the entire left side of my body. It looks like a purple firework. Also, I can now understand and speak every language in the world because the lightning scrambled my brain’s language center. So I have to hide this gift so the pentagon doesn’t disappear me and use me to decipher foreign intelligence. I have thought about this since I was a child : )
7. It’s snowing outside, how do you feel?
Happy to be warm, inside.
8. What’s a cat picture you can get behind?
Any picture of Scout my amazing sassy calico. Or do you mean like a famous cat. Whatever. Scout is famous.
9. Where did you write most of your book? Why?
Here at home, outside in my yard or on my ratty blue couch covered in cat hair or at my wooden table.
10. What are your struggles and strengths as a writer?
Um. Doing it. (Furrowing brows over here, trying not to be a sarcastic ass). I have a flair for impactful turns of phrases? A line that might haunt you a little? I’m bad at big picture stuff with a book-arc and such.
11. Tell us a little about your writing process. What works, what doesn’t, what doesn’t but you still try anyway? jajajajajaja (me laughing in Spanish), like, people have a Plan? Okay, okay. I’ll get this preoccupation and it’ll eat away at my brain for a few months. Then I’ll start to try to articulate it to myself. Then I might write some stuff down. Then I’ll abandon it for months. Then someone who loves me will force me to re-engage it. Then, if someone asks to publish some or all of it I’m really screwed. Then I camp out on the couch, the table, outside in the yard with whiskey or a pop playlist or a box of tissues, swatting mosquitoes or freezing my ass off and crying and being sullen. Then my back is ruined and I have to go to the chiropractor and get strapped into decompression contraptions. So fun, writing books.
ROCÍO CARLOS attends from the land of the chaparral. Born and raised in Los Ángeles, she is widely acknowledged to have zero short term memory but know the names of trees. Her other books include Attendance (The Operating System) and A Universal History of Infamy: Those of This America (LACMA/Golden Spike Press). She was selected as a 2003 Pen Center “Emerging Voices” fellow. She collaborates as a partner at Wirecutter Collective and is a teacher of the language arts. Her favorite trees are the olmo (elm) and aliso (sycamore).
1. What’s your favorite song to dance to?
“This Must be the Place” by Talking Heads, though I sound like the perfect stereotype of someone in their twenties.
2. Describe your personal hell.
An UberPool where the other passengers are wearing perfume.
3. What’s something that always makes you laugh?
Susan Sontag shady frustrated interview/Camille Paglia’s maniacal response. If you haven’t watched, brace yourself for a life-changing video:
4. You’re sucked into a bad movie and you have to choose a point in history to live out the rest of your years. What time do you choose and why?
Some time in Ancient Egypt. I don’t know, but if you have a society that lasts like 3,000 years, you must be doing SOMETHING right.
5. What’s a gif that you can relate to?
6. You’re hit by lightning. What happens?
Widespread tissue damage, cardiac arrhythmia, and loss of consciousness.
7. It’s snowing outside, how do you feel?
Calm, a bit trapped, but in a good mood to read.
8. What’s a cat picture you can get behind?
Any picture of my cats Beef and Panini. Here’s one:
9. Where did you write most of your book? Why?
I wrote most of Losing Miami in my partially windowless apartment in Philadelphia, far away from Miami. Every so often, when I was home for vacation, I’d go to the beach to take notes. The beach, as it were, is the scene of the moving coastline and the potential sinking, even as it is the emblem of Miami’s potential for *fun*.
10. What are your struggles and strengths as a writer?
I think I’m good at conceiving of a project’s ability to scale up or down, which means conceiving of a book’s contours comes easily to me. I think I’m a better book writer than I am a poem writer. I struggle a bit with making the individual parts of a book-machine (aka the poems) splendidly functional. Instead, I make them fragmented and unapproachable, so that one has to look across poems to find magic and meaning. A struggle and a strength!
11. Tell us a little about your writing process. What works, what doesn’t, what doesn’t but you still try anyway?
I write late at night, usually in spurts. It’s a very undecorated scene of writing. I wish I woke up with the sun to write in longhand or some bullshit, but I really don’t. I open Microsoft Word after my partner has gone to bed and I try to spit something out. Eventually, something clicks and a book comes out. Hoorah!
GABRIEL OJEDA-SAGUÉ is a gay, Latino Leo raised in Miami, currently living in Chicago. He is the author of the poetry books Jazzercise is a Language ( The Operating System, 2018), on the exercise craze of the 1980s, and Oil and Candle(Timeless, Infinite Light, 2016), on ritual and racism. He is also the author of chapbooks on gay sex, Cher, the Legend of Zelda, and anxious bilingualism. He is currently a PhD candidate in English at the University of Chicago.
What’s your favorite song to dance to?
In the studio: “Let’s Work”-Prince and “Vamos a la Playa”-Cibo Matto / this morning in my house “The Highway”-Tunde Olaniran because its groove makes me wiggle.
Describe your personal hell.
A chatty Lyft driver masking deep angst with descriptions of hot chicks.
What’s something that always makes you laugh?
The Muppets. Always.
You’re sucked into a bad movie and you have to choose a point in history to live out the rest of your years. What time do you choose and why?
Right here. Right now. Let’s keep going. I want to be here when we win.
What’s a gif that you can relate to?
My body.
You’re hit by lightning. What happens?
My hair looks the way it did after that one hard perm in Detroit in my tween years. (The lye! the burn!)
It’s snowing outside, how do you feel?
Smug and pleased that I have moved to southern California where this is clearly not happening and I don’t have to dig out my car as I had to for many, many years.
What’s a cat picture you can get behind?
Hello Kitty. On a notebook with a matching pencil and eraser.
Where did you write most of your book? Why?
A whole bunch of places—Minneapolis, Detroit, Columbus, Dayton, Yellow Springs, Ohio, St. Louis, on an old farm in South Carolina with Lewis, visiting Rosa in Trinidad, Andrea’s sublet in LA in the summer where I could see palm trees and sunsets. I travel a lot and have moved a lot over the last five years. So this book is a mixtape of people & places.
What are your struggles and strengths as a writer?
Too brainy/ mushy/ academic/ nerdy/ earnest/ abstract/ dense/ poetic/ too black/ not black enough/ too much information/ too private/ too controlled/ self-aware/ refusing to be just one way or one thing/ questioning & yearning. Those are my struggles and my strengths.
Tell us a little about your writing process. What works, what doesn’t, what doesn’t but you still try anyway?
I strive to write to and from the body. I strive to connect writing and performance and life through a chronicle of performance body that would contribute to and honor an archive of black women’s creative expression. I am aiming for the long game—the idea that somewhere at some point, some one who really needs it will find my books (like a leaflet in that poem by Adrienne Rich) and that the words there, the images, will make a difference. I scribble in notebooks. I type on a screen. I put sheets of paper down in a room and move them around with my hands. I hustle and floss and cajole people to read my stuff now with my third eye open to the future.
GABRIELLE CIVIL is a black feminist performance artist, originally from Detroit, MI. She has premiered fifty original solo and collaborative performance works around the world. Signature themes included race, body, art, politics, grief, and desire. Since 2014, she has been performing “Say My Name” (an action for 270 abducted Nigerian girls)” as an act of embodied remembering. She is the author of Swallow the Fish and Tourist Art (with Vladimir Cybil Charlier). She currently teaches Creative Writing and Critical Studies at the California Institute of the Arts. The aim of her work is to open up space.
What’s your favorite song to dance to?
“Untitled” from In The Aeroplane Over the Sea. I’m ’90s trash.
Describe your personal hell.
I have a recurrent fear of losing my ability to speak and form words, or anything messing with my brain’s language centers. I’m aphantasic, so most of my inner life and memories reside in words.
What’s something that always makes you laugh?
Iggy Pop singing “Surfin’ Bird” to his cockatoo, Biggy Pop
You’re sucked into a bad movie and you have to choose a point in history to live out the rest of your years. What time do you choose and why?
I’d go back to any time when New York was dirty and affordable. Now it’s just dirty. It was my home, and the first place that I felt embraced as a human, and where I felt that potential was everywhere. I can’t live there anymore, and I miss it all the time.
You’re hit by lightning. What happens?
I fall down?
What’s a gif that you can relate to?
It’s snowing outside, how do you feel?
Cold.
What’s a cat picture you can get behind?
My favorite picture of my evil cat, Sylvia.
Where did you write most of your book? Why?
A coffee shop in Little Italy, Cleveland. I lived in a really shitty apartment and I had a crush on the barista.
What are your struggles and strengths as a writer?
I wish I could quit poking myself in the eye with this ink pen.
Tell us a little about your writing process. What works, what doesn’t, what doesn’t but you still try anyway?
I wake up at 5 or 6 every day and write for about 2 – 3 hours. It’s before the internet and my phone and life bother me. There’s an incredible peace in being the only one awake, and looking up from your screen only to realize the sun came up while you were deep in your work.
ALEX DIFRANCESCO, author of Psychopomps, is a writer of fiction and nonfiction whose work has appeared in The Washington Post, Tin House, Brevity, and more. They are a 2017 winner of SAFTA’s OUTSpoken Competition, and were long listed in Cosmonauts Avenue’s Inaugural Nonfiction Prize. They have recently moved to Ohio, where they are still trying to wrap their head around “Sweetest Day.”
